Is wanting to manifest good things and being spiritual a self righteous virtue?

Yesterday I posted up an instagram on how we are witnessing the collective shadow in action with what is happening in Gaza. Check it out here  The videos that we all saw of headless and armless children and screaming families will be etched on our minds for years to come. Many of us didn't sleep a wink on Sunday night because we couldn't get the horror images out of our minds. Me being one of them! 

On a collective level we are all in shock at the true veil that has been lifted showing us that none of us are really safe, that our governments who we used to put our utmost trust in to take care of us, do not have our best interests at heart! We are merely the minions that find ourselves in a structure of a system that makes us work, pay our taxes, lets us have 2 weeks of holidays a year, send our children to school each day to start the human labour wheel again and make the fat cats at the top richer!!! 

Our hearts are shattered when we think of the horrors of those innocent people have had to endure since last October. The collective guilt that we have all discovered in our hearts when we put our children safely to bed each night is crippling for many parents too. 

I posted up an instagram post to hopefully reach out to those who were losing hope with it all. I felt there was an energy of a lot of despair and hopelessness in the air and I wanted to spread some light to these people. However, I got a comment saying that the only way we can take a stand against what is happening is to protest, join an encampment and physically resist the systems that have allowed the genocide to happen. They also went on to say my prayers are nothing more than self righteous virtue if I dont take actual action.

Hmmmm... this got me thinking! Firstly I thanked the person for sharing their thoughts. I have learnt along time ago, to stay balanced and try to see both perspectives whenever you come up against any controversial situations and with, being in this line of work you will come up against alot of this lol! Each person is entitled to share their truth afterall, its what you do with that truth is the main thing! 

It reminded me of a vision I had during my Kundalini Activation Training in Amsterdam. I was on a very intensive week long course and by this stage I had done 9 Kundalini activations within 4 days so my 3rd eye was truly opened (on fire more like it) and my energetic frequency was vibing very high so I was experiencing alot of insights and downloads. It was the end of one of those days and I had retreated to my room to process all that we experienced that day. 

I was starting to doze off but suddenly I felt my 3rd eye open and I could see what looked like a TV news report in my minds eye. I saw all these world leaders and an announcement was made that there was a war coming and suddenly I was overcome with such strong emotions of hurt, pain and people being scared. It ripped through my whole body with such a powerful force that it stayed with me for a long time afterwards.

Then a deep voice came from within and said 'Wars in this world are nothing new, but humans approach it all wrong by using bombs, killings and destruction. The only way the collective are going to win is by raising our vibrations and stepping into our divine light. Increasing our connection to the divine by spreading love to each other, not pain and not fear! Until then, there will always be wars on this planet and destruction. This is an energetic war and we will only win it by minding our energy, raising our frequency and operating from the heart not the head! 

This happened last summer and I knew something big was coming so when on the 7th of October we witnessed the horrors enfolding in Gaza, I honestly wasn't surprised. 

More people are feeling this than any other war previously, and we must ask ourselves why? The why is because never before has human consciousness woken up in such huge numbers as they have since 2020. We can give a nod to COVID for this, even through the fear, the loss and the darkness which this situation brought to many across the world. It has also brought the biggest magnitude of divine light to be ever experienced in this world on a global scale and created more people to wake up and see that the structure and systems that they thought was once safe were not at all. 

Where there is darkness there is always light within us and outside of us and we must push through our shadow to find that light within us and outside of us. It is the interconnection of all things (the universal law of divine oneness) and the law of polarity. Everything in the universe has a polar opposite: If there’s an up, there’s a down. If there’s light, there's dark. One cannot exist without the other. The warmth of happiness wouldn’t be as strong if we never felt the ache of sadness. Understanding this polarity law can help us realize how necessary both sides are and appreciate our experience with both of them. This can be very hard for our human minds to comprehend when we witness such pain and loss but trust me this all has to happen in order for us to move into the light more. 

Encountering these polarities is part of the human experience and that they help us learn from our mistakes, support us in identifying what we don’t want, and gain clarity surrounding what we do. Unfortunately we are feeling this law of polarity on a global scale. The darkness (war and destruction) has never before been witnessed on such a global scale as they are through social media. The system has tried to silence many who have voiced their concerns on these social platforms but its impossible to shut us all down. They need to make money off us after all! Remember money is everything to the systems, without it they loose their power! 

That's why you see so many around the world deciding to go offgrid and step away from the system. They are refusing to give their power away anymore! Kinda inspiring if you ask me!!! I do have daydreams of selling my house and moving the family to the Amazon jungle at least once a week but my husband must have been brought into my life to keep me grounded (I suppose! lol!)

So when I say in my post that we must remind ourselves of the sacred mysteries of rebirth, we are in the middle of witnessing one of the biggest rebirths that has ever happened on this planet but first we need to witness human evil - the shadow of human consciousness, the destruction that we as humans cause to others before we can begin to rise. When I say this starts within us I mean it starts within us, we will not win this living in fear, we will not win this retaliating with hate we will only win this when we decide to connect to our light! The light that burns and connects each and everyone of us from within. 

We must ask ourselves what can we do today that'll raise our own vibration and spread a little bit of light and love to others and out to the world? The ripple effect!!!!

Of course we can stand in unison and protest against the horror we are witnessing in the world but only if it comes from a place of peace and not hate!!! 

So no, I dont think wanting to manifest good things and being spiritual is a self righteous virtue.....it's how we're going to win this war on our soul evolution!!!!